I've Been In Love And Betrayed

We met by accident and I should have known better. I jumped in anyway an was played the fool. She looked at me as just a tool. In the end I knew I was used...but I'm pretty sure I knew it was that way from the beginning. I was the muse. All she had to do was point a guy out and say get that one hun. He was bloody and beat before I was done. It lasted for years and safe she did feel. I am finished.. I am free from fight. I am free from pain...maybe I won?
Why does it matter???

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Someguy8844 · 46-50, M

It matters ... The path you took made you who you are. How that experience will benefit you is a mystery only the universe will eventually unveil. Take care my friend.

Pslynn

wow ..well said ..great job!

Someguy8844 · 46-50, M

Thank you

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ijustneed2talk · 51-55, F

Hindsight is a bitch. Of course if we kept looking at our hinds we would trip over stuff because we were watching our asses instead of what was ahead. Then again if I spent more time saving my own ass instead of licking someone else's I might not feel so terrible right now. Hey you watch your hind!!! And in front of you too.
Now I am just crazy rambling.

n24play · 51-55, M

Ok, u made me smile with that one 😊

ijustneed2talk · 51-55, F

Good!😆

Sassyshooter · 41-45

Damn ....

Pslynn

I did take time to write that out......thank you so much for noticing it. hope your doing good

n24play · 51-55, M

Things r alright. Thanks again 4 taking the time to chat n for not being afraid to share ur thoughts

Pslynn

would you like an opinion?..

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Pslynn

well accidental meetings are very common .lol..and the chemicals released in meeting someone we like are not controlled they just happen naturally..so please dont beat yourself up..and lets just hope she didn't plan on doing that harm to you..lets hope it was by accident (her filling a need as we all do)..and if it was contemplated then truly she has huge issues beyond what you could have possibly known..hence not your fault...hugs to you its never easy when we feel hurt or played a fool. As you may possibly know love can blind us to the truths we don't want to see...we just want to love and be loved . I don't believe we are aware always when we are hurting others as no sane person wants to hurt someone on purpose. A healthy person will stop hurting that person naturally when they are aware of it. ...so if the painful behavior continues its either she didn't see it while filling her own need or she's a psycho path..ugh...or you failed to bring it to her attention..which then brings the CONFLICT thats no easy thing in love or relationships as it can result in loss of the relationship. So possibly your mad at her being selfish putting her needs first or your upset that you didn't resolve it ..hence you saying you knew better...and most likely it was the 2 combined..I really believe you win if you learned from the relationship and can let go of the pain and find understanding ..which leads to ability to forgive as most people do NOT intend on purposely hurting others..and so in some way using all that knowledge and wisdom to better the next relationship you attempt. I really hope you can. I hope that helped a lil.🤗 hugs Parislynn

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n24play · 51-55, M

No, it was great! She put allot of thought, time and emotion into that post

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