@yeronlyman dude it's just awful. Completely awful. I could write a damn essay about this shit.
I want a kid to be the last damn thing I do. I want to have my one and only child at the age of 40 or 45 and as soon as they move out of the house I want to croak. One with the force like Yoda.
I'll show up as a force ghost at their college graduation.