I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

I have to, the only thing more frightening than my thoughts is what everyone would do if they knew about them. Times I been so down I don't know how I made it though. Don't know how I got this far And I used to be so far away from there but lately I am realizing that it's still there and the thoughts were just hidden away somewhere. No matter how hard i try to change my thoughts, and i am pretty good at it, i can slip right back into my thoughts of wanting out.

I think it's my meds, but i am about to get back on track, finally got a mix that works.