I Am Insecure

words.........so much miscommunication/understanding. typed over and over words are just pretty to me - how are u sure theyre ever real? u can make them sound beautiful but theyre a dangerous trap. it can be tricky to hear words in the right way before ur feelings get in the way of reasoning and thinking it through to see words over and over before drilling their sense into ur head. this is why i'd prefer making a online relationship personal. i hate that i need to be "assured" almost like a junkie and becuz im suspicious of truth from words i was stubborn with believing someone could be serious with me. words are a weapon.......but [i]saying[/i] words is more of a personal intimacy u can grasp with clarity