I Am Introverted

I have had few friends at-a-time...usually its a common obsessive interest that makes us click. On top of it I'm an Aspie, so that also compounds my introversion. BTW, I also lost 6 1/2 years of my life because Faker possessed me - I'm not kidding, somethings are stranger than fiction! I also have yet to get laid...and as my profile shows I'm 32! Because of my *literal* identity crisis and not getting laid I suffer from clinical depression - the prozac-generic helped me a bit, so for 2 1/2 years I tried every good few dating websites and then found out its going to be awhile (blowing nose- sad) until I fuflfill the phophecy from 18+ that I would get laid eventually so I can complete the last third of my male Adult Rites-of-Passage. I feel so numb and dead inside - my blessing and my curse (becoming more of my curse...).