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I Have A Crush On Someone I Can't Have

[big]Forbidden feelings.[/big]
So I've been in a relationship for almost ten years. We've been engaged for seven years, but we decided to halt any plans on getting married just because I think we lost interesting in the idea of being married and felt content with just being in a long term relationship. Anyways...

About eight months ago, I fell into a deep depression and started to feel indifferent about almost [i]everything[/i] in my life. I began to feel stagnant in my relationship and started to find interest in the idea of pursuing a relationship outside of this one.

But not just anybody. No one local or easily accessible.

There's a guy. We "met" on facebook and now we recently started gaming together. I like him. I barely know him, but I like him a lot. He lives 793.9 mi away so it's not like I can actually physically cheat with him, but emotionally I think I may be. All of the conversations that we have had have been friendly, nothing crossing the line. We've got a lot of like interests, and he gives me those "butterflies" that I've missed since the beginning of my current relationship.

But I know it's wrong and I can't help but want for this friend. It saddens me because I can't risk ruining the good thing I've got with my actual boyfriend (whom I do love dearly and is my best friend in the world), but I can't fight how I'm feeling...
Ladysoledad · 41-45, F
I say do it, experience it now
No strings attached just do it
Or you will live for ever with the what if
And if you end up unhappy with ur boyfriend and u missed this opportunity you will never forget it.
Trust me if your boyfriend was in same situation he will go through with it and then say to u “oh is best get it out of system now and not when we are married”
Do it and dont tell
Wish i was that guy that gives you butterflys haha. The feeling of butterflys is such a thrilling feeling isnt it
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Phase · 31-35, F
@IamBack trying! Thanks it sucks not having people to talk to about this stuff without being judged!
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Phase · 31-35, F
@IamBack I agree!

 
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