I seen enough I think I will go the celibate virgin path.

I actually feel like I'm being liberated it was lust in my heart, but hey I'm Catholic I have ran out time to marry and have a family. Did I need a girl in my life I thought I did but towards the end I just realize I just care about lust almost to the point of defiling myself with women. I don't need bad company I'm a lone wolve now.