How come I don't feel depressed after??

How come I don't feel depressed after I get home from being out and about wearing heels? I love to wear them and I am happy when I am wearing them even after I get home. Usually when I go out and about and come home I am depressed. I know a lot of you out there will probably think that I am a freak for liking to wear them. I would like to wear them more often and see if I can become not depressed. However the general public will probably look down on me for it. But if you know what feeling depressed feels like you would probably say go for it. Being depressed really sucks.