I Am Missing Him

I am missing him. I miss everything about him. His cologne, his soap, his hands and lips and how he used to whisper,'I love you' in my ear as we made love.

Sometimes I let myself feel the sadness and emptiness just to move on because I know that staying in this place isn't healthy.

My break up is like a death, either I died or he died. The truth of the matter is that the relationship died. Now I have to move on and learn from this experience.

Im trying but is so hard. It's so hard.