I Quit Drinking
Things are getting hard. It's been 4 months and 4 days since i quit drinking and haven't drank a drop since but it's getting harder to resist everyday. I'm so depressed and lonely i feel like i have nothing to live for half the time and I'm manic and hyper the other half. I don't expect anyone to care or even really respond i guess i just need to vent a little. I'm just so sick of the cycle of depression and mania even though the mania feels good well not exactly good it's feels kinda like an enormous suger rush actually but at least it's better than the depression. I just need some peace.