I'm a Loner Most of the Time

[i][c=#BF0080]Most the time I spend alone... My children bounce between me and their dad... I have very few friends... Mainly because I have many trust issues that started way back when I was a child myself... I enjoy the peace or at least use to til me and my boyfriend split up... Now its a lot harder being alone... I gave him three years of my life... Sometimes I wish I could get that time back... Other times I miss the time we shared... Its feel strange being alone again... I want to learn how to enjoy the quiet again without feeling down... c][/i]