I Have Very Vivid Dreams

Sometimes my own subconscious can be more cruel than any other person has ever been. Often I dream of beautiful girls, whom I hook up with and even connect with. They're always so gorgeous and make me feel happy. Last night I dream of this cute, petite blonde girl, just my type. Usually the dreams make it feel like I've known this girl forever but this one was just a new girl I was super interested in. Then I wake up and have to convince myself it was a dream and it leaves a sour taste in my mouth all day.