I Have Very Vivid Dreams

I had a really strange dream last night! I worked for an esteemed family and had to wear old time fancy white wigs (which was common for esteemed people). I’m not sure if this was modern time or back in time. Anyway, I was treated badly by the woman who ran the home I worked for and I was really close with this guy...I’m not sure if we we’re in love, but it seemed more like we just really cared about one another’s well-being. Also, I’m not sure if he worked there or not, but we were from the same station. He killed the woman we worked for, who was an evil awful person, so that we could escape. As we were escaping for our freedom and new life, a woman was calling for help. A good elderly woman that was always kind to us. I’d just tossed my maid hat and apron on the ground at the base of the staircase and I was waiting for him to begin running off with me, but he paused. He was so torn between going to help the woman or run away with me. In our moment of hesitation a woman began walking down the stairs toward us saying something like, ‘I suppose she isn’t important to you anymore’ and we knew we had to choose...stay to help and lose our chance at freedom or escape and start our new life. We took off running out the door and made it to the train station. On board the train, he began commenting that I couldn’t wear my wig anymore because it was above my station now. I didn’t care about things like that. I liked the wig and I was going to wear it! As we were fussing about the wig, there were a couple
of men on board the train who were most certainly above my station checking me out. I knew the wig may be deceiving and hard to explain if I was asked about it, but I didn’t feel I owed anyone explanations so I wore the wig anyway. And I wore it proudly! And that was the dream...in all its weirdness that makes no sense whatsoever. I wonder what that hideous wig was supposed to represent...I thought it was as beautiful as pearls in my dream.