I can never talk when I'm angry.

I tend to get just absolutely livid anytime I'm misconstrued and it sucks a lot. Like that's one of very few things that upsets me and boy does it, I'll go from chill to seething with rage instantly. And I kinda tend to lock up when that happens; I can't really talk or if I do talk, I'll say just incredibly aggressive or boneheaded shit. IDK how normal that is. But yeah there's barely such a thing as a moderate level of anger for me, just 0 to 60 in nothing flat. Honestly I sometimes find myself boiling over for hours if I have a bad enough argument on here.