I Am My Own Worst Enemy
I'm going to put this into two parts. I know this can be a bit long so, without it feeling all jumbled up, I'm going to divide it. I just really need to vent my stress out right now, and writing helps calm me down..
[b]Social Anxiety. PT. 1
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I hate my social anxiety. It ruins the most crucial and important moments of my life. I don't know why but I am sitting here thinking of all the times my introverted heart has betrayed me. Iv'e never regretted any decision in my life. After all, each choice and decision I ever made has brought me to this moment in my life and helped to create the man I am today. So why am I having these feelings now of all times? Why the doubt? Am I starting to feel doubt?
I keep coming back to this thought, my social anxiety has ruined, probably the most important thing I ever could think of. There is one person who has mattered more to me than words can express, and because of the way that I am and my own social anxiety I fear I may have lost her for good.
[b]Social Anxiety. PT. 1
[/b]
I hate my social anxiety. It ruins the most crucial and important moments of my life. I don't know why but I am sitting here thinking of all the times my introverted heart has betrayed me. Iv'e never regretted any decision in my life. After all, each choice and decision I ever made has brought me to this moment in my life and helped to create the man I am today. So why am I having these feelings now of all times? Why the doubt? Am I starting to feel doubt?
I keep coming back to this thought, my social anxiety has ruined, probably the most important thing I ever could think of. There is one person who has mattered more to me than words can express, and because of the way that I am and my own social anxiety I fear I may have lost her for good.
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