I Can Handle The Truth
From the very beginning I expect the worst. I am mentally unstable and I already faced the fact that nobody would dare to dumb themselves down and settle with someone bipolar and worse someone who might be schizo. I was left with no choice but to just appreciate everybody no matter how sick their fetishes are, how insane they are and how fake they are. I don't have the right to judge nor to hate because I know what a monster I have became too. All I could do now is try to cover up the pain by making other people happy because I cannot love myself anymore that I have to find happiness from the happiness of others.