I Need a Place to Vent

At times I feel like I can't live in this world that I've built for myself...so I've come here to build another and see if anyone would like to join me ...but perhaps that's been my only weakness...not wanting to be alone...I was so happy alone I wanted to share it with someone...my solitude, isolation, darkness and enjoy the view of the world from my perspective as a shadow of the earth, the grim reaper...perhaps I am delusional