I Need a Place to Vent
...You don’t want to be healthy. You want to reign and have power over others."
I replied...
Yes I do (want to reign and have power over others) and your were suppose to be my bride...it's called a psycho fantasy for a reason, you said I could trust you and reveal myself to you, expose my darkest nature to you...so I did...I'm not a narcissist I care for those I love and though I may break them at times I mend them as well...they don't stay because there victims...they stay because they love me....all of me....and always want what's best for me and we tell me when I am straying away from the person I vowed to be....but there was always a price...so I wanted to give that power to you because I trusted you, loved you more than them...you agreed...you said you would be my Harley (and I feel for it, LIKE A TRUE PSYCHOPATH, BECAUSE WE ALL DO AT LEAST ONCE...FALL FOR A HUMAN...LIVE FOR THEM DIE FOR THEM. KILL FOR THEM. ANYTHING FOR THEM. THEN WHEN THEY REALIZE WERE SERIOUS THEY BETRAY US AND OF COURSE WE TRY TO KILL THEM ...WHAT ELSE IS THE LOGICAL REASON? AFTER THEY SEEN THE REAPER IN YOU...AFTER THEY KNOW YOUR NOT OF THEM)
and you were that, then I made you my bride, my dellaldia "Afterlife" because I knew the world I lived in would die because I killed it...and I would try to mend it and if I couldn't I would be full REAPER. You still said you loved me...but then you betrayed me out of fear...and became like them again so I hurt you to...because you lied to me...again....then again.....then again......then again......then again....then again.....then again......then again.....then again......then again. ..
I replied...
Yes I do (want to reign and have power over others) and your were suppose to be my bride...it's called a psycho fantasy for a reason, you said I could trust you and reveal myself to you, expose my darkest nature to you...so I did...I'm not a narcissist I care for those I love and though I may break them at times I mend them as well...they don't stay because there victims...they stay because they love me....all of me....and always want what's best for me and we tell me when I am straying away from the person I vowed to be....but there was always a price...so I wanted to give that power to you because I trusted you, loved you more than them...you agreed...you said you would be my Harley (and I feel for it, LIKE A TRUE PSYCHOPATH, BECAUSE WE ALL DO AT LEAST ONCE...FALL FOR A HUMAN...LIVE FOR THEM DIE FOR THEM. KILL FOR THEM. ANYTHING FOR THEM. THEN WHEN THEY REALIZE WERE SERIOUS THEY BETRAY US AND OF COURSE WE TRY TO KILL THEM ...WHAT ELSE IS THE LOGICAL REASON? AFTER THEY SEEN THE REAPER IN YOU...AFTER THEY KNOW YOUR NOT OF THEM)
and you were that, then I made you my bride, my dellaldia "Afterlife" because I knew the world I lived in would die because I killed it...and I would try to mend it and if I couldn't I would be full REAPER. You still said you loved me...but then you betrayed me out of fear...and became like them again so I hurt you to...because you lied to me...again....then again.....then again......then again......then again....then again.....then again......then again.....then again......then again. ..
