Am I truly broken? [I Have Aspergers Syndrome]
While I'm happy that my Aspergers boosts my creativity side and I'm trying to accept myself with it.
I can't help but feel that I'm broken. All my live, I've been beaten down, called names, kicked and all out bullied because of it.
Even friends I knew for years last year told me I was downright broken because I had Aspergers and they didn't want me in my life. And they'd be surprised if anyone did. After they said that, and after on my work shift the next day I was told that they had created a messenger group to talk about me and my "problem" behind my back. And they started spreading rumours about to my other friends so I had to leave all social media.
Since even though I've been feeling alone. I just think it's easier to be alone if no one can accept me.
I can't help but feel that I'm broken. All my live, I've been beaten down, called names, kicked and all out bullied because of it.
Even friends I knew for years last year told me I was downright broken because I had Aspergers and they didn't want me in my life. And they'd be surprised if anyone did. After they said that, and after on my work shift the next day I was told that they had created a messenger group to talk about me and my "problem" behind my back. And they started spreading rumours about to my other friends so I had to leave all social media.
Since even though I've been feeling alone. I just think it's easier to be alone if no one can accept me.
26-30, M
