Some days are so much harder than others [I Miss You So Much]

hey Soph, well i could sit and and tell you how proud they would be on how far you have come blah blah blah. i know you dont give a shite so im not going bull shite you. although i wonder am i going to piss you off on another level ,cos this is personal and what the fuck do i know about it your right i did nt lose my parents when i was seven, but i bet along with probably 60 % of the people on here can give you a hard luck story or even a heart break story. i guess im trying to let you know your not as alone as think a lot of people will tell you your parents are always with you they are still watching you,again everyone has a take on it. i think you need to find a place where its ok for you to be angry or sad or bitter, but you cant spend the rest of your life carrying all those feelings at once i understand its been all you have known and at 7 years old is not an age where you can even process the event let alone the emotions and think over the course of the last 11 years you have sorted it as best as anyone could have.The last thing your parents would want for you is this,it was an accident and the price was paid, the last thing they would want from you is to be bitter and angry and miss out on your own life i think you know that to be true. i know its easy for me to sit here and preach ,but when you carry that anger and hate in your heart for so long it takes its toil little ny little you need to break the routine you have got into setting yourself up for more sadness every year cos its what you know its familiar its unhealthy soph maybe its time for some changes. hey if you ever want to give me grief or chat maybe im a good listener take care Soph 🤗

I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my father nearly 10 years ago and that was hard enough. I can't imagine what you must go through.

My deepest sympathy for your loss. I know exactly how you feel, I lost my mother when I was 5 years old and I recognize my pain, thoughts and feelings in your words...that pain will never leave you completely, but it will become easier to bear at some point, even though there will always be days when the pain is overwhelming and as present as if you had lost your parents just yesterday.

What a sad tear-jerker! 😢

So sorry for this, young lady! They would be so proud of you too. Maybe you could buy them each a card anyway and let them know how much you miss them etc…. That might help you process these days better. Set some time aside to perhaps visit their graveside and open their card and read it to them.

I am really sorry. I can't imagine what that must be like to loose not one, but both of your parents, especially at such a young age. Just reading this actually makes me tear up.

Aaaaww Sophie, I do remember all this you told me on EP, you'll never forget them, and they'd be so proud of you, you're an exceptional young talented lady 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️

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I'm sorry, sweetpea. That's the biggest reason I hate all holidays. I'm sure he's proud & would want you smiling though...💖

I share in your grief also , lost my da the same way ,in an accident when I was younger 🤗

Sending love

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when you do have them tho they irritate you to bits most of the time and the images you see online are only showing the best sides of them. #beingreal

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I am so sorry for your loss and what you are going through.