I Think About Death

I was thinking about death a lot, but I have to say that lately things are changing. My hormones are not bothering me and I am beginning to want to do things again. I applied to a graduate program to get my masters degree and I am going to start a diet soon. I feel so much better, all this time I have blamed my hormones and now that I am experiencing menopause and my hormones are no longer an issue, I know that it was my hormones after all. I feel like a different person entirely, just the fact that I want to do anything at all proves it.