I Have a Question

@SoulTheSage: One thing though is, apart from the liking of European colour, is the creativity or skill I see when I watch movies, or things that have been achieved or are been done. I admire that a lot. I compose film or trailer type of music.I grew up with classical music. I don't know if that's part of the reason.I don't dislike my race colour. But i have a strong preference for fair or white girls. That's what I know. Why, is now the question. About European blood In me,I don't know.

@SoulTheSage: I don't. I am sorry if i seem to protray that. But that I do not dislike them. I just seem to have a preference. And if it seems somehow, well that is me. I just kind of wanted to know if anyone maybe experiences something of liking certain types of people,based on the opposite gender, like my case. I did not intend to say anything that would seem not positive to a person. If what i said is not positive or seems to mean that I dislike my race, i am sorry if that's how it seemed. But I don't dislike my race. I just have a preference for very fair (of which, i mean fair black girls) or white girls, and who have a skill or our creative in things like playing the piano, composers or paint. I admire girls like that. Would you say it's wrong for me to like such girls and who have such qualities?