For every childor every child who cries at night Alone with shame and fright For every child who wants so much To only feel a gentle touch For the beaten child, who cries in pain Whose tears run silent, like the rain For the child used to satisfy lust Who...See More »
To an extentTo an extent can we hold our parents for some of the traumas we endured as a child? For example the bullying? Where was my parents whilst i was getting bullied?
Breaking Dawn - Dedicated to father martin .Found out yesterday he has died, today the world is a better place breaking dawn he lived with the fears haunted for years the sound of your voice the shame of your lies the joy you recieved from pitifull cries the things that you did to a boy so...See More »
Is this abuse, is this neglect, is this right?1 Is having yourself beated up for failing right beated up for something you didn't mean to do like accidentally bumping into your own sister and then they beat you up for it is it right? 2 is getting told by your parents that they don't have time...See More »
I’m really fed up with all the pedophilia and glorification of child abuse on this siteThere’s so much of it
Just my ramblingsWhole again . I always carry the boys With me Inside my heart I always see them Become them Feel the hurt The numb The nothingness that all this brings And want to make it right some way I know I cannot change it But maybe I can make it right...See More »
My inner childSo this evening I went to a woman’s circle of around 20 woman all in different places in their lives but tonight we all worked on our inner child. We all done a meditation where we meet with our inner child and had to ask her questions in which I t...See More »
I Was An Abused ChildI vaguely remember being dragged down a hall by my hair as a small child at a daycare facility by a tall gray haired lady. 42 years later you would think I wouldn't. I still want to know why. I was exposed to many abusive figures including 2 abusive...See More »
I Am a Child Abuse SurvivorThere are times in my adult life where I am reminded of what you've done to me. It could be a noise, a smell, hearing something you used to say to me. Even feeling things you made feel. But tonight was different. I dreamt about you. I was so small...See More »
I Am a Child Abuse SurvivorMy sister just told me that she use to beat me every time I said anything nice. I don't remember it.
I Am a Child Abuse Survivor"You know, sometimes I think you're right, but I can't say anything. I have to keep the family together."
I Am a Survivor of Child Abuse Stained Glass You shattered my spirit into little shards of glass, I never thought I'd ever be able, to ever put them back. Year after year you chipped away, breaking my spirit, leaving me opened and splayed. You were not a father, a game of...See More »
I Was An Abused ChildI was beat battered bruised but I never gave up my parents broke my ribs but never shattered my soul I believe in forgiveness the only way to move on. I am a survivor. I am resilient
I Am An Abused ChildThe world is a demented place. A sense of humor is the pitch black helmet and chest protector to keep you from unraveling upon collision. Systems designed to keep the small safe expose them to more atrocities in the name of rushed judgements and...See More »
I Am a Child Abuse SurvivorTo some this might sound strange but my mother had me when she was 16. My dad was 27. He was not a nice guy despite the face he gave off in public. He would beat my mom and knock me around just because he could. Whenever I cried I got screamed at. I...See More »
I Am a Child Abuse SurvivorIf you want to fight back when people tell you that you're worthless, then the trick is to learn to know yourself. If you don't know who you are, then you can't really fight their ugly views of you, not with any real strength, because you keep...See More »
I Am a Child Abuse SurvivorI hate xmas. I must see my family and play happy family. Sure it may be only an hour but thats hard enough. My parents think I have forgotton or hope so. They pretend to show affection when only mother regrets anything. Not that I will forgive. Some...See More »