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ramble bramble ┬┴┬┴┤•ᴥ•ʔ/ [I Religion]

Back when I was 12 I used to always pray, read the bible at school, do religious studies and whatnot but for some reason, something crossed my mind at one point that made me question if it was real or not and ever since then it kind of stuck with me so I just sort of stopped believing entirely and dropped it.. I mean, I still pretended to believe in it all for my family and such for a couple years.... Then I asked my mom about it a few times but she'd always throw the "Oooo god works in mysterious ways, ya just gotta have faith kiddo! Better to believe in case it's true!" or something along those lines. Even so, as an atheist there are a few times where I think "Well....... It's not [i]impossible[/i] that there maaaaaaaaay be a god out there....?" then I get wasted and forget about it the next morning. But even so, I just couldn't bring myself back to believing in it.. I wasn't insulted for my beliefs or anything I just randomly woke up and thought "Hmm... Maybe none of it is real?"

And yeah this is just a ramble sort of.. Having many rude cold sweat awakenings that are due to existential crisis and my worth in this world being next to nothing and some day the glorious gates of heaven or hell won't open for me AND I'LL JUST FADE INTO DARKNESS AND NOT HAVE ANY CONSCIOUSNESS AT ALL, it kind of made me feel a little mopey. ┬┴┬┴┤•ᴥ•ʔ
Nevaeh0081 · 36-40, F
Im sorry that you feel that you feel that way. Its a hard one to deal with. Idk. I dont ive ever had a doubt. 🤔

An interesting question to ask. But to bring ... bad things on to his name, especially here ... smh. Blasphemy.
bearinthehalfwayhouse · 26-30, M
@Nevaeh0081 "sorry you feel that way" I believe that's called a non-apology.... ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!

Also, God is big poopy head. ʕ ᵔᴥᵔʔ/🥃 But I appreciate all comments nonethelessssssssssssssssssss. ┬┴┬┴┤•ᴥ •ʔ/
Chasingthesun · 46-50, F
I completely understand how you feel. Hugs and more hugs
bearinthehalfwayhouse · 26-30, M
@Chasingthesun Ooooooooooh but where there's questions there is fear!! AND THIS BEAR WANTS TO BELIEEEEEEEEEVE!! .... thanks for the huggies though.. You nice person. ┬┴┬┴┤/•n•ʔ/
Chasingthesun · 46-50, F
@bearinthehalfwayhouse oh Sweetie I totally understand. I so badly want to believe in God too. I'm so scared without Him. Life seems dismal and grey and uncertain
Imsleepy · 31-35
If the universe is infinite, you will exist again, eventually.
bearinthehalfwayhouse · 26-30, M
@Imsleepy BUT I'M TOO SMOOTH BRAINED TO COMPREHEND SUCH A THING!! ┬┴┬┴┤•n•ʔ/🍯
Miram · 31-35, F
aww

*hugs you*
bearinthehalfwayhouse · 26-30, M
@Miram Internet huggies feel a bit more real now knowing all of humanities existence is irrelevant... Bittersweet, shall I say.. ┬┴┬┴┤/-ᴥ-ʔ/

 
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