I Have Medical Issues

i wasnt nauseous not going to the bathroom after the hospital but ever since my period im staying nauseous. getting my period after having belly pain was bloated cramps and horrible pressure between my hips - ive never had pressure before. that pressure turned into nausea and here i am. its weird - in the hospital on TPN i was going to the bathroom - now im on TPN at home and im not - so who knows if im nauseous becuz i have to go to the bathroom since i cant actually go

why am i still alive. i should be dead with all these problems