I Have Never Had a Girlfriend

Guess what, it fvcking happened again!
I got another dating app now and who messages me first? Another fvcking guy! 😒😓
Now, I'm actually bi, but lately I just haven't been interested in guys at all and I'm explicitly looking for a girlfriend.
It seriously makes me wonder if I'm even attractive to girls and if I'm simply meant to be with a guy eventually, which to be honest, I refuse to believe and accept. 😔