I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherI’ve never been much of a talker, and can’t really express myself well. I’ve always thought of my emotions like a library and all the books are feelings waiting to be dealt with. But all my shelves are full and the books are stacked from floor to...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherIf it wasn't for my husband and daughter needing me, I'd be gone.
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherI have fought and tried every possible thing to get time with my children. My ex has fought me to the nail to keep them from me. I am so close to giving up and just walking away from all of it. Fathers don't win in court. I cannot get time with...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherI am a single mom to a three year old boy. Three months pregnant. The father of my child(ren) has been physically abusive. He has lied about other women. Claims he doesn't know why he does it. I live with my mother and her boyfriend. Her...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself Together"Mauerbauertraurigkeit" n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like—as if all your social tastebuds suddenly went numb, leaving you unable to distinguish cheap politeness from the taste of genuine affection, u...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherPain doesn’t really go away because someone kisses it better. Sadness doesn’t recede because a person posts an inspiring quote on your Facebook wall. Grief doesn’t sink into the shadows the moment the sun comes up. You can’t sleep your way through...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherThere is so much to do but I am weak and fragile. Lost to the winds of old, my strength is. Seeking tirelessly to find an anchor to call home. An anchor I cannot reach or even see. With time caring not for me but its own, I desperately grapple with...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherI was doing alright for a little while. Now I'm seriously contemplating suicide again. One or these days I may not hold back and I may just go jump off the bridge or floor it into a telephone pole.
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherDon't do drugs, smoke or drink because I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself. I have a temper and I can be a bit intense at times. I already have a hard time as is and that's with my meds. Otherwise I feel like choking out everyone I see that...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherI can't make up my mind I want to go to school but I don't have any money which means I have to get loans. Loans take forever to pay off so I decided to not go back to school and I dropped out. Now I feel guilty because I know I can't make it...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherHello everybody! :) How are you all doing? This is my first ever story here. I am here because I have too much to vent out. My life sucks so much right now it's making me insane. I'm a single mom of 1. I was married to the biggest prick in the...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherStraight out of the gate, I feel like I'm faltering. Like that horse in the Derby.😕 That was an odd experience to watch at the time. I don't usually watch horse racing in general, but I decided to watch the Kentucky Derby on Saturday (mostly to...See More »
I Am Struggling To Keep Myself TogetherCollege is draining me and I havnt even started. I thought I loved the school but since I've been admitted I've been treated like shit. I'm having problems that would make any right minded individual turn around and leave. Unfortunately I can't...See More »