I Am Lonely

Did you talk to him about what you found out? And did he lie to you? Had you been living together with him usually? I am sure you are good enough, but maybe he isn't good enough for you? Whatever the matter, you shouldn't allow him to ruin your life, you have only this one.

@poimandres15 Yes!!! He said that was his alcohol. And that it doesn’t matter and he doesn’t give a fuck about it and that his dick isn’t inside them and that it’s only texts. And he also said that I’m with him and that his dick is only for me, So that really means he doesn’t give a fuck about our relationship.. I was gonna leave that morning after we talked but he asked me to leave him, saying that I’m the only one who his moms actually accepted into her house and that his son is finally warming up to me. Oh, and he actually said he loved me that morning after nine months and without alcohol to tell me that he loves me. Ik, I’m not stupid. I’m gonna leave him without his knowledge this week, my fingers are crossed my cousin comes pick me up this Thursday.

I can onkly congratulate you to your decision. You do the right thing. There are so many men today, who don't see that every relationship also includes taking responsibility. The way he tries to explain his behavior shows that he never really considered his obligations towards you. He would certainly go on hurting you, and you have deserved something better.