I Am Lonely

Really, why do I have to be so lonely? Don't have even a single true friend with whom I can share all my feelings with. It's really sad. Sometimes I wonder if I did anything wrong that would make me bad in the eyes of others, but I really can't find anything like that.
I feel jealous seeing others talking, hanging, playing with their friends. Although it's not that people hate me, it's more like they don't like me. Like I am invisible and no one at all is there to be with me. I feel absolutely useless and pathetic. I think that if I would die, no one would notice my absence.

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MrMovingOn

OMG!! Finally!! A 13-15 year old male who understands what im going through at this very moment. I feel the exact same way. I am a loving and caring guy who used to have 2 Bestfriends... Sadly they left at the end of year7 on my fist year of high school. I had other friends I could hang with but those two frienda felt like family to me. Exactly as this moment, I have tears running down my face. Ever since they left, I hanged with a group of people who dont recognise me at all. I just sit with my group at the very end where no one ever talks to me and never sat down with me. Whenever I talk about feelings... They think im a depressed kid. I cry myself to sleep... Knowing that tomorrow will be the exact samething. I also wish that my two bestfriends could come back.. But they ars to far from me. Sadly... I got so many years to go... And I only live highschool once and so... I put earphones in my ears. Play this song : The Script - Six Degrees of Seperation and fake a smile while dying and crying inside. Lets be friends.. Please :(

dukealone · 22-25, M

I know, it's really terrible. We feel the same way. Alright, I'd like to be your friend :)

SophiesSecretRoom

Aw, I am totally confident that people would notice if you died. Sometimes, the more you look for friends and go searching for friends, the harder it is to make friends. Ironically as it sounds. It's always better to just relax and be yourself. As you say, people just don't really know you, but you can't force people to want to make an effort. You just need to be yourself and let people come to you.
Maybe you need to do something that gets you around more people, join things, get involved in things. Drama groups, music groups, a church group, find a hobby that gets you out of the bedroom and talking/mixing with people who share the same passion as you. I am sure once you start meeting more people and less time worrying about it, you will soon make lots of friends, I promise you that

dukealone · 22-25, M

Thank you for your advice. I'll try those things.

LonelyGirlLea

I use to fee that way, hang in there fate will send something awesome your way don't forget some people have the best time of their lives in school and others have to wait for adulthood to have a good time

dukealone · 22-25, M

Well alright, but I've been waiting for so many years now. And I've lost patience.

LonelyGirlLea

Then if you can no longer be patient, change your life pattern or routine do something out of the ordinary... If you do ordinary things your life will remain ordinary and mediocre

dukealone · 22-25, M

Okay, I'll try that. Thanks for the advice.

WellDressedandDepressed

I hate going to the mall now because I'm always with my mom and I have to watch all the other teenage girls with their friends hanging out and having fun. It sucks and I just want to leave

dukealone · 22-25, M

Sorry to hear that. True, it's impossible to see others enjoying when you can't.

PTigress

You just need to see who you click with and have best conversations with. Guy or girl.

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dukealone · 22-25, M

Hmm I see. I try mingling with people, but I rarely am successful. Alright though.

PTigress

Well never give up. Make your presence felt in a positive way.

dukealone · 22-25, M

Alright, I'll try. Thank you. :)

DiamondAuthority

I would notice your absence. I'm sorry you feel that way. I hope you find a way to feel better

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