I Miss My Mother

She lives back in her home state which is a plus because she is surrounded by family and was born there. She used to be uplifting, communicate a lot and loves to sing and dance. She was a fun person to hang out with. One day she just shut down and quit her job. I'm not going to go through details. Too personal. My dad tried to help work it out and they ended up in a divorce when I was 18. We took her back home and it was really hard to leave her. I went to see her in the summer time. I know all this may be confusing to you guys. I miss my mom the way she used to me. It's hard not having my mom around as an adult. Some people might think, "You're a grown woman. You don't need your mother anymore!" Or "Some people don't love with their mothers." It's hard on Mother's Day but I know it's harder for people who lost their moms. When we visit her, she is always happy to see us and sad when we leave. I get sad when we leave too. She doesn't really call us but we do the calling. Even though I am almost 30, I still need my mother. I have other mother figures around. I just felt like I need to let it all out. I am planning to go see her this year. I don't mean to rant about this but I just need to let my feelings out. That's all I got to say. At least I had my mother throughout our childhood was there when we needed her. I know she misses us too.