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I Am Scared

No More... Please. No more. No more sadness. No more guilt. No more horror. The heaviness, its just too much. It hurts. The shame. The torment. I don't know how a person is able to handle all of this. Why does anyone deserve to suffer like this? No one deserves this at all. People say they care all the time but why don't i believe them? Why isn't it ever enough? When will it ever be enough? I just want to run. Run. Run as fast as i can and not think about anything else. But even when i'm running, eventually i am always going to have to go back home. I know i need help but i don't want to do it by myself. Please don't make me do this alone.

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rickibrat2

have no answer we each find it in our self's I guess I spent years running after death after my wife was killed at age 19

we really had grown up with each other from 11 years old on we were born that same hospital just over 24 hours apart

her/his mother had given me a new home at age 12 and she did it out of love for the 2 of us her mother stood by us with her grandparent as we grew from best friends to lover very young in life we never had to hide anything from them

They stood by us when we made a choice that would effect us for the rest of our life's it happened at a dinner a month or so before we got out of 8th grade when her grandparents ask us what we wanted for graduation as she looked at all 3 of them and said she wanted to try going to school as she was born and her mother started to say something against it as I touched her and told her we would try during summer school as the all looked at me

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