I Procrastinate

I am not head strong. I doubt myself so much, that when it happens, I can pretend it's not. I'm scared. I fear so many things, not just people. I don't know who to trust. So I am the one in the corner watching you move around the room memorizing your steps so I can be like you. I'm doubtful. I take no praise due to me that I cannot claim.
I procrastinate because THIS time I want to make the correct decision. I doubt all the steps I take. Never giving myself any value..
Reminds me of a song... "On the outside Looking in"