I Battle Depression

I don't know what to do anymore. Cry myself to sleep just to pretend everything is okay. Smile like I am fine because I know no one can help. I have tried to get help, tried to find a way to cope. But I am slowly losing myself becoming a shadow of who I once was. I want to be my old self again but I am so alone.

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firefall · 61-69, M

It is ghastly, I remember, feeling like you're in the shadows, disappearing. I wish I had a way to help, the best I can say is, if you can find someone to talk to, who won't try to 'fix' you, just listen and understand. That can help .. a bit.

But so much of mental state is about physical state - hormones, blood sugars, that stuff - that it's worth trying to hold onto the idea that this will change, given enough time.

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nekogirl · 22-25, F

I might try to when I turn 19

firefall · 61-69, M

@zeeneko: Fair enough. I found moving far quite scary the first time, but since then it's just gotten easier & easier.

nekogirl · 22-25, F

I do not think I will mind moving

Doctress · 31-35, F

I feel the same way. Something happened over the period of time and gradually I started being sad and upset and now I'm just not okay. I can't sleep well. I was like a foodie but now I don't even feel like eating. I feel like a failure. Like I have disappointed everyone in my life. No one is happy with me.

nekogirl · 22-25, F

I am sorry.

Doctress · 31-35, F

Thank you. You take care.

nekogirl · 22-25, F

You too

PhoenixBlueFire222

:Hugs:

nekogirl · 22-25, F

Thank you

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nekogirl · 22-25, F

Thank you

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