I Battle Depression

I think we all feel that way sometimes. You’re good, just as you are. You are you...and genuine....that’s what makes you special. There’s no special way you are required to be. Embrace who you are. No need to put pressure there. People who see your worth, will embrace and love the authenticity in you, and appreciate you. Those who don’t, do not define your worth, anyway. God does, and He loves you regardless.

A lot of people secretly suffer from it. It's a part of you, maybe learn it, get to know it, instead of feeling shame about it. :(
Anyways, I'm sorry you're feeling this way.