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I Battle Depression

day in day out.. you'd think i'm used to it by now lol

some days are ok.. some days are tough..

i'm hitting a low.. can't wait for it to go away so i can breath again!
SeekingHappiness · 36-40, M
I know exactly what you mean. Depression hit me when i was like 18. It progressively got worse over the years. And you are right, some days are ok and other days it doesnt take much to bring it on, it starts out like a fog and turns into absolute foggy darkness and you cant see or hear clearly thats for sure. I hope you are alright.
estranged · 36-40, F
@SeekingHappiness currently i feel worthless to people around me.. and i feel i'm fading and no one will miss me.. i feel hopeless.. but i try to remind myself it will pass.. :) i hope you are feeling better than i do
SeekingHappiness · 36-40, M
Yesterday I felt like the absolute worst day ive ever had to live thru. I was struggling with thoughts just as you are right now. I hate it to, because when it passes i have sometimes hurt people by believing things that may have not necessarily been true about them as to my own thoughts. I have lost friendships and relationships with people based on thoughts and ideas that werent true. It hurts badly to think that there is no one who really cares about you , especially during the times when we want someone to talk to etc, we want to be understood and we want people to empathize and relate etc. Sometimes that is the hardest thing to do (accept a person who is willing to listen and talk to us) when we are in this frame of mind. But also, there are a shit ton of people who actually are in our lives and they know us and they never ask us how we are even though we might ask them how they are doing etc. i dont know, it really is awful going thru a bad spell of depression. Are you alright at the moment ?
estranged · 36-40, F
im surviving im glad i thought of thus website coz i was actually starting to lose it.. im sorry you feel this bad but trust me i ubderstand .. i really do
Mmiker · 46-50, M
This is really heartbreaking. There is help. Can either of you go get help? Mediation? It really can give you the boost you need to get past this.

 
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