I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings
Ive been so confused lately.
I feel like my feelings and emotional progress have been in a constant state of regression.
Quite frankly i feel a little stuck. I thought moving was a step forward but now i just feel like im stuck in a place where there is no one that i know. Not that i had friends before though.
I found two jobs but going to either of them. I go, work, come home. And life feels a little empty. I dont want to live just to work. Cant kill my self just yet cause i dont want anyone else to have to take on my financial burdens afterwards.
It almost like im stuck in a box with a bunch of small holes. I can see what i want but the box is too thick now. Something of my own creation that was to protect me. Now i feel hindered. Looking for a way to escape.
Im trying to pinpoint the reason my mind has been so excessively burdensome to my existence lately but its like im running out of fuel.
Life is feeling kinda empty right now. Im feeling really lonely. My mind is always like this at night. I wish i could turn what ever it is off. But maybe its because before i had what i now want.
All these emotions are my minds way of saying it wants what i had again.
I feel like my feelings and emotional progress have been in a constant state of regression.
Quite frankly i feel a little stuck. I thought moving was a step forward but now i just feel like im stuck in a place where there is no one that i know. Not that i had friends before though.
I found two jobs but going to either of them. I go, work, come home. And life feels a little empty. I dont want to live just to work. Cant kill my self just yet cause i dont want anyone else to have to take on my financial burdens afterwards.
It almost like im stuck in a box with a bunch of small holes. I can see what i want but the box is too thick now. Something of my own creation that was to protect me. Now i feel hindered. Looking for a way to escape.
Im trying to pinpoint the reason my mind has been so excessively burdensome to my existence lately but its like im running out of fuel.
Life is feeling kinda empty right now. Im feeling really lonely. My mind is always like this at night. I wish i could turn what ever it is off. But maybe its because before i had what i now want.
All these emotions are my minds way of saying it wants what i had again.
