I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings
Flowers and friendships are really similar.
You plant the seed in anticipation. Nuture it. Watch it grow. Then it matures, sends its seeds out. And dies leaving you alone once again.
You try planting different flowers but they all end up dying too.
So you just give up cause you realize your wasting potential flowers that someone else could nuture and grow so much better than you. All the seeds i try planting are just a waste of time. All the people that i once considered "friends".
I wasted those friendships and all their potential by not nurturing them correctly.
But i wasnt born with a green thumb.
I look foolish trying to copy people, sticking my hands in the dirt trying to cultivate grounds to hold anything more than myself.
You plant the seed in anticipation. Nuture it. Watch it grow. Then it matures, sends its seeds out. And dies leaving you alone once again.
You try planting different flowers but they all end up dying too.
So you just give up cause you realize your wasting potential flowers that someone else could nuture and grow so much better than you. All the seeds i try planting are just a waste of time. All the people that i once considered "friends".
I wasted those friendships and all their potential by not nurturing them correctly.
But i wasnt born with a green thumb.
I look foolish trying to copy people, sticking my hands in the dirt trying to cultivate grounds to hold anything more than myself.
