I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings
It is my senior year but boy do I feel like I am falling apart and way behind my peers. All summer I was able to spend away from people for the most part but now I have to be around people, which means I am once again comparing myself to others and feeling like shit because of it. I am once again doubting my self. I am once again wondering why the F*** im in school or even alive for that matter. I would really like to quit but seriously somehow everything would cost MORE if I dropped out.
Im so behind everyone. Now I have all this anxiety swelling up inside me and there is no outlet. I just don't want to do anything and crawl up in a ball and sit in the dark in my room. But oh well just gotta get these last two semesters over with. and hope my life turns out right.
Im so behind everyone. Now I have all this anxiety swelling up inside me and there is no outlet. I just don't want to do anything and crawl up in a ball and sit in the dark in my room. But oh well just gotta get these last two semesters over with. and hope my life turns out right.
