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I Have Many Scars

I hate when my scars start to fade after years. There are new ones always added. But every scar means something and I hate when it starts to disappear. Even if I cut again it's not the same. Its not significant of that moment. Time does heal, but not always.
LeahUnknown · 41-45, F
How do you learn to like your scars? They just bring back all the pain I ever felt and the memories to why I have them in the first place then it all starts again.
PandorasBox · 31-35, F
@LeahUnknown In all honesty, I dont know how to answer that. They are so very personal to me; because without the scars I am not who I am. Yes, they remind me of the pain and horrors I've endured (which are triggers in themselves), but it also reminds me that I'm still here. I coped just one more time. I survived. Everyday, I'm breathing but not living. However, there's still a small chance that maybe one day I will. I dont know...
LeahUnknown · 41-45, F
Thanks for sharing that I think I'm just finding everything a little bit harder lately especially the cutting and scars it doesn't seem to work anymore

 
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