I Love to Write From My Heart

[b][big]Fears[/big][/b]
[b]I run from love as soon as it's real
Afraid to commit to what I feel
So I lied
To myself
And I hide
From myself
I don’t dare to see
Or even believe
I am worthy of love
Or deserve to be loved
Used to the pain
That always came
When I stopped to trust
And love was just lust
Perhaps there is more
Someone to stop for
To commit
To submit
Allow someone in and just maybe then
Suppose I stop running and begin again.[/b]