Happy Birthday to my Daughter in HeavenEvery birthday i buy a cupcake and sing to her. This is a big birthday. She has been gone since 2007 but I still miss her every single day.
Grieving comes In weird ways!The last week I been numb and one day I am so sleepy and sleep so much and then last night I couldn’t sleep and when I did doze off I was having nightmares. I don’t feel I have closure or can grieve the way I want to as I Havant done the funeral yet...See More »
Is no motivations part of grief?Have you felt like it’s hard to do things since your loved one died? I remember when one of my college best friends passed away unexpectedly back in February 2014 and we were all deceased. It was difficult to move on and I would stuff myself with...See More »
Grief is hard!!Another job done today.. my dads keys were handed back to the council so was an extremely hard day for me. It’s weird you think you have all the time in the world with people you love then in the blink of an eye they are taken from you. Grief...See More »
End of the roadMy dad past away last night at 2am all I can say is at least his not suffering and at peace. Now it’s time for the grieving process I’m up and down today, I thought I was dealing with it then broke down. Miss my dad so much but at least his in no...See More »
The next time someone tells you our time together is short, believe them. 😥Someone who has loved you since the day you were born sometimes appear eternal. But they can be snatch away from you in just a few weeks. Sometimes less.
Is it normal to grieve and cry weekly about loss from 3 years ago?My dog grandma and best friend all died within 2 months from each other. I was so numb during all of it that I don’t think I processed it. I was just like there goes another one and I was so depressed. They all passed away in 2020 (not from Covid). N...See More »
The difficult anniversaries… Yesterday was what would’ve been my mother’s 90th birthday. It’s weird to remember that in 2020, when she turned 87, there was no reason to imagine that she wouldn’t still be around. She was very healthy and vital. What a difference three years...See More »
Today is hardIn 2013, I found experience project while googling ways to take my life. I decided to write a story on there instead. I saw another post from a woman who wrote about how it sucks that they are always photogenic in pictures and I made a jome about it....See More »
I will never stop loving you I will never forget the look in your eyes when we knew you were dying and only had a few days left. You said you would never leave me but you did... Even though you didn't want to 💔
Bereavement Counselling really does help...(VENT. NOT LOOKING FOR ADVICE) I have been attending bereavement counselling for the past few weeks and I genuinely feel better for doing it after mulling over the idea for 4 months. Yeah I still feel really crap about the bereavement, but the...See More »
When you meet someone and realize they are the loved one of a deceased person you knew should you tell that person you knew them?One time I knew a child I worked with (indirectly) died at home. It was a sad affair of course. I had never met the parents formally but saw them at a celebration of his life that we held in the child’s honour. Years later I met the dad doing...See More »
Grief... loss.. and moving on "My feet will want to march to where you are sleeping...But I will go on living"
Trying to adapt, small steps…Changed the phone contact from "Mom & Dad" to "Dad", substituted a song he likes for the ringtone. I still have messages saved so I can hear her voice. Not that I’ll ever forget it in this lifetime. 😞
Sometimes people here are so mean…You never know what someone is going through and you’re just mean. I don’t get it.