I Am Having A Random Thought

So, I’m letting myself close to a Man whose not yet over his ex. It started last week of January when he added me in facebook. We chatted until he told me about his recent breakup. Basically I am the one whose always giving him advices and am there everytime he needed to remind himself to man up and keep his shit together. Last Sunday (March 31,2019) we hang-out, no drinks just us, the van and the city lights talking about random stuff. We kissed.I panicked because I realized that there’s a big possibility that I’d fall for him but I can’t let myself be the rebound or the 2nd choice so I told him that I need to keep my distance and let him be until he is fully healed. The problem is I think I’m used to his presence already. I told him to that i’ll keep my distance and that we will not see each other for awhile but we’re still constantly communicating.