I have one major goal in life. Its something that I have wanted since I was a little girl trying to escape the pain of my life. The escape the horrors of my childhood. I did not have it easy growing up. It's something that I still carry with me almost every single day of my life. Coming from a broken home it shapes you in a way that changes your whole life.
My childhood was not easy, it was rough, and scary and something that I wonder sometimes if I will ever fully be free from. I still have a lot of bad memories and nightmares from what I went through as a child. Alcoholic abusive father, mother who wasn't all too interested in being a mother. Being ashamed to wear shorts or a t-shirt because of the bruises. Always having to come up with a lie for what happened to me.
My goal in life, is to make sure that my children have a childhood that they do not have to recover from. My goal in life is to make sure they have a happy and safe childhood, where all they know if Love, and happiness. My goal is to protect my children from everything, from the horrors in this world, from the monstrous things that the human species can do to each other.
I make a vow to ALWAYS protect my children. To ALWAYS love them, to ALWAYS believe them. To be there for them in good times and in bad times. To be there for them for anything.
My one goal in life is to give my children a childhood that they do not have to recovery from.
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Been there done that too sis! I was lucky and my adoptive parents were angels and they knew just what to do with me. The ptsd will always bring back the torture and rape, so I can never completely escape it...but my husband and happy sweet kids show me how wonderful life can be. I like to think I suffered so my kids wont have to. I know its silly but it helps me cope
