I Am A Christian But Im Not Perfect
Blessed is today....First off God provides, I went to the bottle depot to recycle my bottles and enjoyed my chat with the new owner, I was so impressed with her and helped her sort the bottles and I think she gave me an extra $10 for my bottles, for saying a few encouraging words and praises, and finding some common ground. Like I was expecting only $30 for my bottles but was super happy, so I went to the store and bought some milk and other things and felt super blessed that I had just enough money to get what I needed! and while I was there I could have sworn I seen the pastor from when I went to Rehab who was from all the way down in Southern Alberta, I live way up North could that have really been him? I gave him some CD's to listen to about how I started hearing Angels sing! Hopefully that comes in useful to him and he can lead others down the same path. Oh I do hope that was him, wish I would have said HI!
Then my I wrote about my convictions about not even looking upon hot men, or befriending them because they were attractive physically to me which leads to temptation, most of you were like telling me that my mind was in a mental prison or to enjoy temptation which to me aggrivates my schizophrenia in a negative way, in other words it sends me to hell! But hey you all said it was okay. No offence I love you all but I just had to listen to God instead so I went onto youtube and watched a few surmons by Prophet Dr. Charles Stanely who is my most favorite pastor/prophet...This man can prophecy on cue it's Amazing the relationship I have with God through this man. Through the computer screen, I'll think in my heart I love you, and mid sermon he'll say I love you too.
Then my daughter came home who is angry with me and is angry with God and claims she is a agnostic and I showed her the video's I was talking about and told her this man has the holy spirit and he is going to talk to you...Then he started saying you need to eat right, three meals a day...My daughter never eats she is never hungry at supper time, and skips out on meals all of the time...It was perfect for her! Then the surmon turned to me showing my children the example by leading by example so yeah I have my work cut out for me...Then we talked about God, it got a little heated but she took back some of the things that she said, and sure enough when she left Dr. Charles Stanely started preaching about people who don't believe the same as we do. And to just be grateful listen to them and don't argue with them....
Then I went to talk to my cat Mr. Daisy I tried using simple words I often use for him so like he could understand me, he just looked into my eyes and cuddled with me and as I lay in the bed petting my cat, I could hear the Angels sing Halelujah ever so clearly, it was perfect their voices were soooooo beautiful, and perfect and in harmony! I lay still for a while so that I could listen in on each and every word the Angels sang! What a blessed day I just had to tell somebody so I ran down stairs and told my daughter, then I came on here and well here we are!!! God bless you....I can't believe that I can actually hear heavenly Angels sing Hallelujah, I'm still in such awe and glory what a profound gift! That's why my username is saint song! lol!
Then my I wrote about my convictions about not even looking upon hot men, or befriending them because they were attractive physically to me which leads to temptation, most of you were like telling me that my mind was in a mental prison or to enjoy temptation which to me aggrivates my schizophrenia in a negative way, in other words it sends me to hell! But hey you all said it was okay. No offence I love you all but I just had to listen to God instead so I went onto youtube and watched a few surmons by Prophet Dr. Charles Stanely who is my most favorite pastor/prophet...This man can prophecy on cue it's Amazing the relationship I have with God through this man. Through the computer screen, I'll think in my heart I love you, and mid sermon he'll say I love you too.
Then my daughter came home who is angry with me and is angry with God and claims she is a agnostic and I showed her the video's I was talking about and told her this man has the holy spirit and he is going to talk to you...Then he started saying you need to eat right, three meals a day...My daughter never eats she is never hungry at supper time, and skips out on meals all of the time...It was perfect for her! Then the surmon turned to me showing my children the example by leading by example so yeah I have my work cut out for me...Then we talked about God, it got a little heated but she took back some of the things that she said, and sure enough when she left Dr. Charles Stanely started preaching about people who don't believe the same as we do. And to just be grateful listen to them and don't argue with them....
Then I went to talk to my cat Mr. Daisy I tried using simple words I often use for him so like he could understand me, he just looked into my eyes and cuddled with me and as I lay in the bed petting my cat, I could hear the Angels sing Halelujah ever so clearly, it was perfect their voices were soooooo beautiful, and perfect and in harmony! I lay still for a while so that I could listen in on each and every word the Angels sang! What a blessed day I just had to tell somebody so I ran down stairs and told my daughter, then I came on here and well here we are!!! God bless you....I can't believe that I can actually hear heavenly Angels sing Hallelujah, I'm still in such awe and glory what a profound gift! That's why my username is saint song! lol!
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