I Pretend I'm Okay

I found out I have a evasive personality disorder because of my past. I was not like others around me when I was in school. I didn’t grow up in my teenage years being happy. I experienced some traumatic experiences as a kid and because of that, that phase of my life was disturbed.

Think of it like a house, if the fundament is unsteady and not properly constructed. The roof and the rest of the house is more likely to fall apart. I wasn’t able to build a big and sturdy house when I was young, because every time I tried to build my walls, a tornado in form of bullying and insecurity would tear them down.
So here I am today trying to find my self and getting rid of anxiety and depression.