bipolar disorderi was 19 when i was diagnosed, but i knew at the age of 15. i felt like i crazy my whole life living a lie. it wasnt until i finally was told i was correct did i finally feel at peace. feel like myself. i accepted it ages ago. now i have yo just move...See More Ā»
I was mild manic the last two dazeI couldnāt stop writing for even a minute, all day and night, music sounded ecstatic, I felt full body alive, I was high with passion, I couldnāt stop talking. This happened tho I was on meds, I had my meds last nite and now itās all left....See More Ā»
Eh... I'm tired...I feel like I'm too old not to have learnt how to cope with loss. Too old to have achieved absolutely nothing in my life. A life that is currently falling apart. And I've tried, I've tried so hard. I've lost my appetite, haven't had more than one -...See More Ā»
Someone asked me why are there a lot of bipolar people on SW. Isn't that like asking why aren't there sane people in an asylum?
Do we have to define ourselves really?Iām bipolar. When Iām high and manic, Iām completely bohemian, I love reading poetry in the middle of the night, the more passionate the better, I paint more, I want to go the sea, I wear more romantic clothes, I am more sensual, I write much much...See More Ā»
How to make up with my daughters after periods of bipolar depression: [I Bipolar]Is there more I can do to apologize to them? My story: I recently had a bipolar manic high that put me into the hospital for a month. This is my first incident since I was first diagnosed 20 yrs ago. Just the perfect storm of quarantine, lose of...See More Ā»
Echo....... [I Have Bipolar]Its weird. The emotions are on repeat. One minute she is going about her day and the next minute she is in a pool of tears. The kitchen floor is soaked in what seems to be a lake of sorrow. The girl examines her reflection in the quivering water....See More Ā»
Disrupted..... [I Battle Bipolar Disorder]Her life got disrupted. She spent a few years now doing the same thing, and doing it well; wake up, feed the cat, do a few tik tok videos, get ready for work, go to work and go home, only to do it again the next day....until one day without warning...See More Ā»
I hate how often the word gets thrown around and used. [I Have Bipolar 2]I just saw a status that said "I wish the rain would stop being bipolar." I get it I do, but people assume that people with the illness are back and forth and not all of us are. I suffer major depressive episodes and my "high" are more like how a...See More Ā»
He doesn't understand [I Am Bipolar]Last night my husband told me to stop trying so hard to convince other people that I'm a good person and to like me. What he doesn't understand is I am the person I am trying to convince.
I feel like I'm spiraling [I Am Bipolar]I feel like I'm drowning in my own confusion. I don't know what i want out of anything or anyone, especially myself. It's suffocating. I feel like I have lost my identity. But I don't know if I want to go back to being who I was. I feel like I'm...See More Ā»
Dumpster Fire [I Am Bipolar]I don't know what bothers me more, the fact that I'm so complacent when I'm depressed, or that I'm so disconsolate when I'm manic. Why can't I just be happy? What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you...See More Ā»
I Am BipolarYou never know sometimes which astro you'll be dealing with. I'm also an alcoholic and that doesn't exactly help any.
I Have BipolarRecently diagnosed this year but have been shown signs even back in experience project website. I used to be a regular on here Writing a lot of questions and answering a lot of questions. Sometimes writing throughout the night until the next day....See More Ā»
I Am Not Bipolar, I Have BipolarIām not scared, youāre scared Iām not right now. Last night I was for a minute. Iām glad I didnāt super panic and call someone to babysit me. Or call for a ride to a place I donāt wanna go. āMay cause drowsiness.ā Dude, may hit your brainpan like a...See More Ā»