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I Like to Be Alone With My Thoughts Sometimes

I find no more serenity in my thoughts as lately I've been just a stranger to myself. The way, I've believed everything is somewhat losing its value and that I don't want. My mom's sick also since last night and that's not helping me either. I constantly think of moments which I don't want to remember. I keep all of it in me and the echoes hurt eventually. It's difficult to share something with someone as there's no certainty if the other person even value the words let alone give you some optimism..I feel quite lonely today among the others. I dislike misery and the prolonged damage it does.

It's not a crime to expect something good, it's just difficult when existing good seems to end in nothing. I hoped if my old self could lend me some vitality, some strength to handle all of this. But, it feels my own reflection has betrayed me this time. I'm too tired, too scared and weak even to walk let alone running.

 
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