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I Feel I Have Failed

All I've ever wanted was to live a normal happy life. To have a good childhood and teen years. to meet someone fall in love get married and just have a happy time. Before my grandfather passed I promised him that I wouldn't let the world's issues compromise my mind and that I would stand tall be an example of proof that good still exists in the world. But I failed him.I've been broken I wasn't strong enough. People always say I carry a weight that no man should have to carry alone I'm sorry to the people I pushed away. I did care about them I just didn't want them to see me like this.

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SoFine · 46-50, F

True success in life, is to be with the mundane side, as mundane is 99%.
Your job in life is to have you be happy, how you do this is for you to figure out.
Your own talk to you is the place to begin, when you talk you down, then you are doing it to you. You can indeed catch you in-action. You do it so much, that you don't even notice that you do it. You can catch you out, but are you willing to be open that you do this to you.
That is why the GOLD in life is to meditate, then your mind chitter chatter will be exposed.
Your list of life fears, such as fear of rejection, will hold you captive.

Then find ways to build up your self-worth, the only one who can give you worth is you. You are the one to validate you, to complete you.

Get into movement, when we move, we create new brain connections. In the GOLD of silence true creativity can flow through.

Quote for you:
Whenever the internal dialogue stops, the world collapses and extraordinary facets of ourselves surface, as though they had been heavily guarded by our words. You are like you are, because you tell yourself that you are that way.
Don Juan Matus

Merinder · 51-55, M

Wait a sec. You're 18-21... a failed life?

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