I Live A Lifeless Life

🙂 I'm just sharing my life experience to those who can relate to me. This is mainly about my events that happened through past life and current life. When i was younger, i was different from most kids. Instead of playing video games and going outside, i tried to make long time friends,but it wasn't a great experience. I was always bullied both verbally and physically wich led me into bad events. A few years past;entering middle school i was harrassed and embarrassed by everyone. i did have a few friends, but they wasn't the great friends i wanted. 10th grade year was the year i started to realize my sexuality, i was more attracted to males more than females. i did came out to my family,but not my friends. If my friends find out they would be homophobic against me. I started to have panic attacks, depression, and social anxiety do to verbal bullying which led me to have suicidal thoughts and i had attempted it before and also i had a learning disability, i was never good at math, reading nor writing. Because of the issues with depression and suicidal thoughts, i been in the hospital more than once. When it comes to relationships i had my heart shattered many times. My relationship partners thought of me as boring and had no life. This led me to a conlusion that i will never find love bonding. My interest by the way is Drawing, Anime, Manga video games and Working out, my dream is to be a manga artist.... Thank you for reading a part of my life experience and remember you are awesome ❤