I Live A Lifeless Life

How am I supposed to live my life if nothing ever gets done? All the debts keep coming no matter if I've paid one. And I don't get visitors even when I'm free because everyone has gone digital and have day jobs. I work too, but mostly from home and at a fast food job on weekends. Rarely do people stop in to say hello. I hate getting older because this is what happens. You start to lose who you once were, and never get visitors. You become lonely and feel out of place. Social interaction becomes awkward and slim. And lately, I've been thinking about where I am in life, and feel that I've just wasted my time. I feel unfulfilled and unhappy. But I've tried so hard to help myself do something that will get me to the point where my life has meaning...where I'm doing something I've always wanted to do. Everything I try to do fails.